mom,i found my self stuck in line. just when i tot i already received my reward. but then suddenly i broke. i start it all over again. all those feelings, all those complicated things. but still, i dont know which way to choose, which road to take. like a broken leaves, i flew with the wind.
i'm standing in a cross road,mom. and i need a direction to make up my mind. but yet, i dont even have one tiny idea what should I do. i tot i learned a lot already, but guess i'm wrong...i'm still in a zero point.
mom, u said i will get what i want, what i dream of. but why suddenly i lost the point of my journey? i lost my dream, just when i'm about to make it come true.
i feel so empty, mom. i create a hole in side my heart, and pretending that it was create without my willing.
i need to grow up. to be a real woman like you said.
be wiser along with my age and have a courage to be a tough woman.
i feel weak, feel powerless, fragile and pathetic.
may i scream mom? i need to cry just to release my pain.
mom, i'm lil bit scared, lil bit worry.
